- Ricky
- Christopher
- Court
- Seniorness
Court:
Alright.. Geesh I dont think I ever even wrote about why I had court. Sooo.. I got a car. Well.. it started acting weird (something to do with the transmission) and so I was driving my moms car. Well... I drove it to school one day and they had the drug dogs come to school. They got a hit on my moms car and so they had to search it. Welp.. They found marijuana roaches and a beer in her car. Soo... since I was driving the car, they had to charge me with it. Which also means I got suspended from school for a week and that got me soooo behind its not even funny. Like.. I was catching up til the very last day of school. Okay, anyways, so I had court on May 20th, which was 8 days ago. My mom wants to get a lawyer (dont understand why since it was hers and not mine) so she made me continue it til July 8th. Sooo yeah. There's that bit of info for my readers!
Christopher
Okay(: So this is a happier thing to talk about ^.^ I made a new friend whose name is (obviously) Christopher! He lives/lived in North Carolina and so its not all that far from me. Well the reason for the lives/lived is because since I've known him, hes moved to an academy/school that's in... Kentucky I think. But I wanna talk about him for a few reasons(: He is like.. a new inspiration for me because of all the things hes been through and he still manages to stay so positive about everything. I haven't been through nearly as much and im usually really negative about most of it. I cant hardly ever make something painful be positive. Just.. doesn't really work for me. Another thing.. I've kinda been wanting to get into anime but haven't ever really had a push, until now(: The first one I have watched all the way through is Clannad and its all thanks to Christopher! Clannad is so wonderful!!! I love love love love it!! Ahhh it was a roller coaster of emotions tho, that's for sure! Haha, if you ever watch it.. Christopher is Tomoya and I am Nagisa apparently xD Haha so yeah(: Um.. oh yeah! And another thing that made me want to talk about Christopher. Well we all know how indecisive I am about things and so I still don't know what I want to go into and here I am in my senior year of high school...so what Christopher has said is that.. When he finishes the academy, I can move in with him in his apartment[: And he said his dad will be paying for the bills and everything then I can start helping out with it all once I get a job and so then hopefully it will be near a good college and I can try to figure out what I want to be. So yeah(: Um.. I havent fully decided on if Im moving in with him yet sooo... yeah. Well thats all I really have on Christopher right now.
Ricky:
Okay so now to Ricky. Well Idk if I've really talked about him by name a lot but.. Ricky is the guy ive been with.. hint hint.. Sooo yeah. Well we've had some major ups and downs with us. Between him and being together then him being with his gf right after we were together and him cheating (although he denies it) and just a bunch of b.s. Sooo yeah. Well... he was here late that night after I had court and he spent the night and then he went to court with my mom the next day (said he was gonna walk home) but then it was too hot so he decided to come back with her. Well...she left and I was here with him and Kamari (my little cousin) and we all took a nap. Kamari in his moms room and me and Ricky on the couch. I got up and cleaned then later on him and I went to my room and we slept more and watched movies and such and soo yeah. Well later that night/morning we were upstairs watching tv and he was like "if you really wanna try this again then I do too" so... with a lot of thought... I said alright... But now.. Im not so sure I still wanna be with him honestly. Like... it just doesnt seem to be working that much like I need it to. Like.. him communicating and talking to me and seeing me the way he is (or isnt I should say) isnt how I need a relationship. I feel like its just... not working with us in all honesty. Idk.. I'm gonna talk to him about it maybe or just come out and say.. hey this isn't working and im done. I know that sounds mean but if you knew exactly everything he's put me through.. trust me.. you probably wouldnt even be talking to him.. soo.. yeah.. I mean... technically he's my bf but for how much longer, idk.....
Seniorness:
I'M FINALLY A SENIOR!!!!!!! WOOOOO HOOOOOO!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHH!!!!! CANT BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!
Haha okay sorry about that xD Umm.. but yeah(: Thats all I really have to say about all that. I just... Idk what else to really say. Im looking for a job so I can get my car fixed and all that and just... ready to move on. Oh wait! Next year I have to college classes at the Early College 1st period. On Mondays and Wednesdays ill have either American History 1 or Introduction to Sociology then on Tuesdays and Thursdays ill have whatever class I dont have on Mondays and Wednesdays. Which meeeeaanns... I wont have a 1st period on Fridays which hopefully means ill get to come in late to school Fridays ^.^ Which is great by me! I'd love not to have be up that early on Friday(: Sooo yeah. Well thats all I really have to say soo... ttyl! :D
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