Summer[:

Weelll.... I'm finally out for school :D Yaayy(: Soo excited! My goal this summer is to find a job and save up for a car[: Bad thing.. there arn't really any places around here that will hire a 15 year old ~.~ I sooo don't want to spend my time here all Summer.. not. at. all.....

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Confused..

You say you want a girl...
You say you want something to last a long time...
You say you want love...

When I've been here the whole time offering you everything you want(except the closeness), and yet I'm not good enough...
Even though you say I deserve better than what I've had so far, and you're about as good as they get...

So why not..? What are you so scared of...?


Im confused....

Summer..

Hey you guys! Sorry I haven't really posted on here in a while..been kind of busy with school coming to a close. Finishing last minute work and studying for exams d: I just wanted to write a quick something.. Well.. I'm on good terms with my ex and his gf now ^.^ So thats good ^_^ I'm gonna have a pretty busy Summer.. and also something else... I think I'm kinda starting to like this guy I've known since like.. 8th grade ^.^ We've just started talking a lot more lately and we actually have a lot more in common than I thought. Hm.. maybe it will lead to somewhere good :D I sure hope so[: Guess we'll see ^.^ Weeelll... I have an exam tomorrow then Tuesday and I am done for the year. Ill officially be a junior but the age of most freshman -.- Gosh...Im a young thang as my friend said XD Well.. I guess thats really all for now. So yeah, Ill try to write more... OH YEAH!!! I made a 65 on my AutoTech exam!! But only 5 people passed so it's alright I suppose. Well goodnight everyone ^.^

Bideo 7..

Hey everyone :D Well I just put up a bideo on YouTube but for some reason it isnt letting me upload here d: So yeah d: Just go to this website to watch it:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOk76PPvfzk&list=HL1368756974&feature=mh_lolz

Promise

Wouldn't it be something if you actually kept your promise? I mean.. afterall... it would be just a visit.....


By July 4th, remember?

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This would be the one of the best rings I have ever seen <3

Myself..

Well...I'm in my AutoTech class... I just retook a final thingy and failed it again ~.~ Anyways, Im ready to go home. Im tired d: Im also starting to kinda feel how I used too.. I havent really felt like myself lately... Well hey I have to go now, I shall try to write more later d

Natural Hair :O

Okay.. so this is what my absolute natural hair looks like. All I did was wash it and got out of the shower, didnt brush it or add anything to it.... its very scary....

Think we're related? XD

05/02/13

Dear WBFFLA,
    Hey there hottie[: How are you? I hope you're great(: You deserve to always be happy(: And I know sometimes it seems like it's gonna take forever to be happy, but trust me, you will be (^.^) Hot stuff... I think something's wrong...I got hit in the head yesterday with a flag and since then, I've had a headache (keeps going to kinda hurting to really bad) and also I feel like my vision is kinda blurry d: Idk..maybe it's just all in my head d: Anyways, I'm sleepy d: I have 2 presentations today and then more color gaurd workouts d: I can't get the latteral or windmills :/ Like...you start behind your back, then you bring it in front of you really fast, then when you go above you, thats when you release it. Thats how I hit my head :/ I don't feel good today d: ANYWAYS... sorry for going into details like that. Idk... I just feel weird right now d:

**Went to 2nd period**

Hi again hottie! Sorry for just stopping like that. People were presenting something they did and we had to take notes. We didn't get to go today so I'm presenting tomorrow d: I don't wanna present, it's for auto-tech and he likes to ask a lot of questions (teacher). Well... hottie I guess I'm gonna go d: If I don't post this tonight, I shall tomorrow (along with your other letter) so yeah(: Well make sure to keep smiling to make my day[: Bye hottie(:

~Whitney~

04/23/13

Dear Jamesiie,
     Just wanted to write you a quick letter. Thank you for everything. You have no idea on how much you help. So thanks Jamesiie[: WBFFLA(: hehehe :D I honestly have no idea on what to write about. I'm in Biology d: We are learning about an animal behavior d: I'm bored. I'm glad that I only have to go to school today, then tomorrow (Wednesday) through Friday I'm gonna be going to my Skills Competition(: I haven't studied any d: I should have been but oh well. Hopefully I'll do good. Well hottie I have to go. Bye cutie d:

~Whitney~

P.S~ You're a hottie(:

The One and The Other cont..

But what does it matter now? The one doesn't see what the other wants. The other now feels as if it needs the one to go through the day. The one is getting another that isn't the other. The other can tell the one is already affected by another. Telling the one not to worry and the one really doesn't care or ask like normal. Normally the one wouldn't ever drop it or let the other change topics so easily....the one is slowly going away. Faster than most. So much faster than the other would want.. well.. the other would not ever want something that awful to happen. The one is only leaving at least until another leaves or gets left. Then the one will fall back on the other for help. Normally, the other would abandon someone who does the other wrong like that, only needing the other when they seem to want something.... but not the one. The other couldn't ever hurt the one like that, even if the other wanted too.... The other couldn't stand to cause such pain and hurt to the one. It would also cause the other hurt as well.. The one means too much to the other to hurt the one like that. Means way too much... The other likes the one too much... Maybe the other should really try to stop being friends with the one.. make things so much better for the both of them. The two that would be so perfect for each other, they would question whether they were two separate people at all or just one whole being.....

Bideo 6

The One And The Other.

Stupid is what I am... I mean.. I knew it was gonna happen. Why would I ever think it wouldnt. I just wish.. no. Wouldn't ever be possible. I just wish things would be different. That... just wasn't another one. But.. oh well I guess.... Just like the rest.

All the time, new person, then slowly falls to nothing. Great..... everything pretty much for nothing. Secrets told go wasted with a new day thats fast approaching...faster than someone could ever know. Wish it was for both, but its only meant for one. That one deserves it more than the other. But the other always questions why its not meant for them both. For each of them both together. Maybe not now, maybe in the future. The future like the dream told, those were real secrets that the other shared. Maybe its no longer meant just because the other shared with the one and so fate has been forever changed because of the choice of the other. No... nothing in this world could ever be as perfect as the two would be. The one has the desire to love while the other has the desire to be loved. "The greatest thing you'll ever know is just to love, and be loved in return" See? Perfect. Perfect fit. Like two puzzle pieces that finally come together but could never fit any other. The one and the other.

Interpret this however you see it. Im not gonna lie, there is a true meaning behind it. But that is something no one else will know about....

Sorry..

Well sorry I haven't wrote anything in a while.. I've been busy d: I have color gaurd things all week this week d: I love doing it, I just hate feeling like I don't have a clue to what is going on :O So yeah, Im really tired so Im gonna get some sleep. Ill try to write more like Friday or Saturday d: Well byers!!