Friday, April 26, 2013

SkillsUSA State Conference!

Guess what you guys!! I got 3rd place in the state for the Spelling Competition!! Hehehehe I soo happy!! I got a medal and a plaque! Yayyy :D

Sunday, April 21, 2013

How I feel..





I was never mad, only hurt. And I still am. 


I wish someone would.

All the time, except its my room.


Just miss the feeling.

I miss having a best friend who I could tell everything to.



Completely.

Ive wanted to type that before..

I usually try to sleep when I get like this. 







Well...

Honestly.. Idk how I feel right now.. I just feel.. lost? Idk.... I dont wanna sleep and yet I feel so tired. Im tired of.. all of this. Im ready for this wait to be over with. Why can't I find it....? I probably never will :( Sad, but its the truth. They will all prolly just be taken by then anyways, so not like it really matters. Well im gonna try to sleep... I might try to write some more tomorrow.. goodnight ^.^

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Just some pics..

Yeah hottie, I'm gonna like you anyways XD

This ring is amazing!! I want this ring someday.. even if I have 
to buy it for myself XD

I sure hope so.... 


I mostly add this one cause of the background pic.
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Yes<3

Honestly.. I want this.. 


Hehehe yesh <3



I miss being someone like this to someone... 


This would be soo sweet(: 

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Friends

I really miss talking to you, even just as friends. I just found the old voice recording you sent me through that GO SMS Pro thing such a long time ago.. "You're a wierdo, did you know that love?" I used to listen to that over and over and over.. just to hear your voice. I'm not gonna lie... I do miss you. But.. mostly as my best friend. I could tell you anything. And yes, you did get mad at somethings. But you were still there... *sigh* I really wish we could talk. I miss that. I really do.... Well anyways.. If you read this before or after you go.. Have fun on your trip, I hope its a way to clear your head about whatever it is that's on your mind.

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

You

I won't ever regret what we went through.. because at one point.. you were exactly what I wanted..

Been a While

Okay well I know it has been a little while since I wrote a post on here. Soo... I guess here goes the list of things coming up:
I have a SkillsUSA meeting this Thursday afterschool..
Next Wednesday through Friday I will be away on a trip for Skills..
Then the entire next week after that, everday from 3:30-5:00, ill be doing color gaurd tryouts...

And also I have to bring my grades like waaayyy up cause as of right now, I'm making a high C or low B in like 2 or 3 of my 4 classes d: And yet I'm making like a 97 in Spanish 2 O.o Im just like... whats with that!? But it's okay.. Im planning on being a Spanish translator anyways d: When I go to college I'm gonna go to either Spain or Mexico and study for like 3 months :D Yayy[: I think it's gonna be a fun thing :D Im so ready to graduate. I know im prolly gonna miss some parts of it, but I am so ready to move on from this place! It is sooo boring! But yeah.. I've looked a few colleges and I really liked them. I REALLY like this on in Colorado ^.^  And also I know someone who lives there so that would be coolios :D Weeelll.... I guess thats really all I'm gonna post for now.. I'm trying to find a new phone. I traded my iPod nano for one but it turns out I can't even use it :/ So yeah :( Now Im trynna trade this one.. Well I guess thats all for now. If I don't get too busy with homework and all that, Ill try to make Bideo 5 :D Byers everyone[:

Friday, April 12, 2013

How Animals Eat XD

Funniest Thing Iv'e Ever Seen In My Life XD XD


Then this is also hilarious XD



Thursday, April 11, 2013

The Takeover



They so got all those moves from me XD

Special Olympics(:

I really hope it doesnt rain tomorrow! I really wanna go help out with the special olympics again for my school(: We will be playing softball :D I got to do last Spring and it was soo much fun! Annd this time my best friend is gonna be there! :D yayyy! :D Well just wanted to make a quick post(: I have to finish a Research paper and also answer questions for English! Then I have to finish some Spanish packets cause I have a test tomorrow d: Sooo yeaah d: Well byers :D

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Call Your Girlfriend

This song is really messed up d:



I couldn't ever be "The Other Girl" the one that a guy with a girlfriend cheats with. It's just wrong. I'd want him to be just mine. And even if I wanted a guy really bad, I wouldn't try to break him and his gf up. Especially if they're happy together. 

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Remembering....


I found this on my iPod...I keep reading it over and over..remembering how I felt about him. I'm not gonna lie.. there has been times when I have wanted to pick up my phone and call him to tell him something... And its things that no ex would want to hear. Like how me losing my first kiss went or about a guy I like... Its cause I don't really see him as an ex... More like a best friend......And I wouldnt rush to tell him those things cause IF he loved me as much as he said he did, then I know that by me telling him that, it would hurt him. I just hope that he would ask how things went or something like that.... So yeah.. I just wanted to share this with you guys...........











Friday, April 5, 2013

Finding Dory!

OMG!!! Theres gonna be a Finding Nemo 2!!! Its called Finding Dory!! OMG!!! But it doesnt come out til November 25th, 2015 -_-