Remembering....

I found this on my iPod...I keep reading it over and over..remembering how I felt about him. I'm not gonna lie.. there has been times when I have wanted to pick up my phone and call him to tell him something... And its things that no ex would want to hear. Like how me losing my first kiss went or about a guy I like... Its cause I don't really see him as an ex... More like a best friend......And I wouldnt rush to tell him those things cause IF he loved me as much as he said he did, then I know that by me telling him that, it would hurt him. I just hope that he would ask how things went or something like that.... So yeah.. I just wanted to share this with you guys...........