Well...

Honestly.. Idk how I feel right now.. I just feel.. lost? Idk.... I dont wanna sleep and yet I feel so tired. Im tired of.. all of this. Im ready for this wait to be over with. Why can't I find it....? I probably never will :( Sad, but its the truth. They will all prolly just be taken by then anyways, so not like it really matters. Well im gonna try to sleep... I might try to write some more tomorrow.. goodnight ^.^