10/02/14 8:39am (In Class)

Dear me,
So... I'm writing this on paper. Okay well... there's a lot I haven't said lately. I'll do part of it now then prolly more when I type this up. Okay so... remember the Christopher who wrote me a song and went to an academy? Well... we "dated." Yeah... stupid me went through yet another long distance relationship. Great. Things were wonderful at first... but then his phone broke. (Wow... just realized today would have been out 2 months). So there were days we didn't talk at all. It sucked. Well,,,we had plans of him coming for Christmas. It would have been his first Christmas cause his parentals didn't care about that. I was gonna buy him a tattoo, jacket, give him a ring, my grandma was making him a hat, and just... yeah. Well... he also sent me presents. And I opened them when I got home from school. Then that's when I broke down and started crying.... he got me a promise ring, Something I have wanted from every guy I have ever been with and HE got me one... the thing that gets me is that I only talked about it like once. It was...I can't... I didn't know how to deal with it. I was so close to going back to... you know. Wait... maybe you don't. I stopped painting with silver. There. Now. Okay so yeah. Anyways, he kept trying to get me to throw the ring away because he prayed over it that him and I would be together so he needed me to throw it away so he can move on. I told him I threw it away but I really didn't. I just couldn't make myself do it. I don't think I will ever be able to do that. I'll keep it with me for a while and eventually put it up. Anyways, he also got me a necklace from Kingdom Hearts and also from an Anime called Fairytale a necklace that the guy & girl wears and they like... go into each other. So...yeah. It was really pretty. I gave Angel the little blue heart and I kept the part the heart goes into. So...yeah. Umm... oh. He says we cant be friends because he needs to focus on school and all this. Oh and he was also already moved on by that night. So... yeah. I'm still gonna message him every now and then. So... yeah. Well class is almost over so I need to go. I may write more later or just type this up.
Thanks For Reading.