In Class Writing (On Paper) 10/06/14 7:58a.m

Okay so... well... yeah. With Averie now... um... yeah. Just don't question it. Okay I didnt mean to make it sound that bad. Cause it's not a bad thing, it's actually a really good thing. Especially since he's here with me unlike the others. So yeah that's a plus. And I can't see him cheating on me in anyway. Only thing is that he may be a little TOO clingy. Yes, I like clingy. Yes, I like that he looks forward to seeing me. No, I dont like it when he gets in his sad moods just because I'm not staying the night with him. Oh, yeeeeeeah... So I've spent the night a few times. First night was on September 19th and I remember that because (hekissedme) I gave blood that day and I was really sleepy. So yeah. Then I've stayed 2 Thursdays, 1 Friday, and 2 Saturdays. Anyways, so yeah. I think I'll go home Thursday, stay with Angel Friday, take the S.A.T again Saturday, then go home after I'm done. Just so he's not fully clingy. I thought I was gonna smother to death while we were sleeping cause I was purposely pushing myself towards the other wall and even rolled away and he was still pushing against me and laying on my back -.- And I'm just like "ahh I don't want to be touched at the moment ._." Well I didnt really say that but I was thinking it. Oh and at one point I was sleepy and we were laying there and wouldn't stop "kissing" me. And I say "kissing" cause it wasn't kissing, it was just him putting his lips on mine & I wasnt doing it back. Those 2 things are my only....complaints? Is that what it'd be called? Im not sure, oh well. If it gets too bad or continues too much, I'll say something about it. So yeah. I really don't want to hurt him though cause then he'll think he's doing something wrong with us and blah, blah, blah. Ya know.. Geesh. I really don't mean to sound so heartless and cruel. I really do care about him. More than just as a friend. I mean... put it like this... he was my first after my first.....yeah.... ANYWAYS! Oh yeah, him and I started officially going out on October 4th. And we were joking around that it was to celebrate that percussion got 1st on Saturday. Actually, we got 1st overall in our class. Which is great considering we only got a 4th overall last week at Ledford. This was at North Iredel I believe. But yeah... Guard isn't doing so good this year. There's an 8th grader and the other 5 h=only have a year under them .-. So yay... I really hope the 4 will be great their senior year. It's cold outside but I'm getting kinda warm at the moment. Oh I'm in class right now by the way. Like... I've been trying to figure out where I want to go. I have to print my fee waivers for UNCG and Western Carolina. Then I also have to send my new S.A.T scores after I take it Saturday then get my scores back. Oh and I'm sending my transcript to UNCG in the mail today. So the only thing left will be my money and scores. Well... technically they have my 1500 score sooo yeah. I just want to know if I can get in really. I've done the applications for UNCG, Western, Lenoir-Rhyne, and North Carolina Central University (NCCU). So yeah. Averie says he's going to follow me no matter where I go. We may all try to get an apartment together. Me, Averie, Angel, and Gabriel. That would be really cool ^_^ Especially if this goes as far as Averie thinks it is. Okay well I'm gonna go. Write Again Later ^_^