Sunday, April 27, 2014
Release
It's a release. She swears that's all it is. All it has ever been. Ending things it not her intention. Every line or quick flick of the wrist is just releasing it all from inside her. She paints with silver but it comes out red. Nothing deep, just enough to release it slowly. Not enough to leave behind evidence. How long..? Too long really. 3 years she believes. Maybe this is the 4th year.
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It's sometimes alright to do so but you have to looj pass that and keep going forward. I'm telling you this because I did the same and it's all right to do so. I stopped now because I can't let anything get me or hunt me from what happened in the past. We all go threw something in life but we have to push threw that. To be honest and I never told aaaaaanybody this but I would've beenlaying on the ground dead if it wasn't for this show called, "Clannad". It's about a young boy who lives in this town that he hates and see nothing for him there. His mom died and hr found this friend named, "nagisa". They eventually feel in love and got married but she died and on the long the baby died as soon after five years when he started love her. it was just a day dream of God teaching a lesson to love life. I feel like him and that anime showed me to love life even if you get depressed about what happened in the past. I'm living with faster parents and my mom live in the same town. I stumbleupon her sometimes with my little 6 year old sister with messed up shoes and my mom is changed and act like she's on crack which she used to smoke weed. I may hide and cry. I'm depressed now almost everyday but I don't show it. Even if I'm at school, I just smile and keep walking. But I know I have to look pass that. When you need a friend, I'll be here no matter what, okay? We all go threw stuff but it's not for nothing. Remember that.
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