Well...

Um...so... Last time I talked about Anthony....it was about my feelings clearing up. Well the same night I said the L word....Ricky texted me and...things got mumbled up. So nao Anthony and I arnt the same....he doesn't want me to say that I love him anymore. Guess that also means he doesn't feel the same...so...yeah...well...I also decided I'm not doing Marching Band Next Year. I wouldn't be able to handle the Band, Job, College Class, Internship, and Regular Classes. So yeah... I don't want to give it up at all but..I couldn't handle doing it all :/ I hate that but yeah...um..I'm gonna get some sleep cause I have to give blood tomorrow. So yeah...well bye