This book I just read was absolutely amazing.. It made me laugh and cry(yes I cry in books). There was such a huge change in things. This girls abusive father caused the death of her forever love and her unborn child...One thing that stood out to me was when her boyfriend gave her a promise ring with 3 diamonds and said "One for you. One for me. One for us." Gosh! I started crying there because of how sweet it was. It was such a great book though. The book is called Burned by Ellen Hopkins. She is defiantly my new favorite author. I got this 529 page book 2 days ago and started it yesterday. It is absolutely amazing. I loved it! I can't wait to read the next one I checked out of the library at school. Its called Identical, also by her. I have read 2 maybe 3 other books by her. I have read Crank and I think it was Impulse.
Well anyways, I just put up my Christmas tree. I like it but at the same time I dont:/ I love traditions.. and my family is defiantly falling out of them. It used to be every Thanksgiving we had 4 houses to go to. Both of my great grandma's, my step-dads side (which I still dont like going to and I have to tomorrow :( ) and then my grandmas after. Well it was the same with Christmas but instead we would go to my step-dad's family first, then both of my great-grandparents houses, then we would spend the night at my grandparents. We would open presents that night (Christmas Eve) then stockings the next morning...that was actually one of my favorite things. Im not sure why.. I mean, we didnt get anything special in them, actually we usually all got the same thing depending on age and gender. But last year we didnt open stockings:/ Since then I knew things we going to be different. They were actually different before that. I miss the way things used to be. But...I guess Im just gonna have to suck it up and get over it.. Theres no point in wanting something thats not gonna happen... One of my biggest fear's is losing my memories but at the same time.. I sometimes wish I didnt remember the times like that..because then I miss them. A Lot. Oh well, what's it matter? There just things that happen. They come and go. But....what is the point in life? No im not thinking about killing myself or anything like that, Im just wondering. Just...why do we live? For what purpose? Is there a special reason for it? I mean... I guess Im thinking, what if we didnt exsist at all? Well then we wouldnt know we did I suppose. I dont like that there is a religious side of how the Earth was created and also I science side. I sometimes like complete sureness of things. And I am one to believe in science, but who am I to question something such as what the bible says. Where did the bible come from.. I mean....someone had to write it. Wasnt the English version translated from another version? What if it was misinterperted. What if it didnt take God 7 days to create the Earth. What if it was 17? Or 70? Or what if it was even 700000 years? How do we know that what we THINK was the right interpretation of that language the English version is from is right? But at the same time, what if science is wrong? What if evolution didnt happen the way they think? What if God actually just put those "fossils" there for us to find, just so someone could come up with this theory of evolution, that we evolved from animals and that there were Dinosaurs. But... how did they get here? What is it that gave things life? I see it as...God wants us to know, what we know. Whether it be how things really happened or not. Maybe he wants some people to believe he created the Earth in 7 days and some people to believe in Evolution... I dont know.. I actually had more to add to that but I was upstairs again for a couple hours. Well anyways, that all I really have to say. Im not sure why I went into everything I did. So yeahh... Well byers ^_^
~Whitney~
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