More random pics!

Well I took these last night at like 1:30AM :O Soo yeah... d:

Crazy...

I find it crazy how I can be crying and trying to get you to see that I am pissed off at you, but then I hear your voice and I cant help but smile and laugh..sometimes even while trying to be serious. Your voice just puts me in such a great mood. Maybe thats why it kills me so much when I dont get to talk to you when I need to....

Just for you

Lets see...

Okay, I wonder if you can answer all these questions about me:

1) My first name?
2) My middles name?
3) My last name?
4) My relationship status?
5) Favorite Soda?
6) My birthday?
7) Color?
8)Thing to do?
9) Eye Color?
10) Natural Hair Color?
11) Favorite Candy?
12)Nickname?
13)Shoe Size?
14) Favorite Food?
15) Favorite Shape?
16) Something I cant live without?

Un-Perfect

Aww(:

Aww, this is really sweet!

Hmmm...

Remind you of anything....?

Like (:

I like this pic [:

Your Face Sergio!

Doggie!!!

Well...I found out a few days ago that Panda Dogs weren't real :,( Their fur was just dyed :( 

Anyways... I was watching a movie and one of the cutest puppies was on there!! It was all white and fluffy. Its called a Samoyed.. well see the thing is, ever since I was little I said I wanted a Golden Retriever, Im not sure why but I really like those dogs. Anyways, here is a picture of a Samoyed!

Yeah :/

Tattoo

I think this is the tattoo I want in between my shoulder blades (Except In Color) 

Cases!

These are freakin amazing!! The lime green one for an iPod and the other is for the phone I want, a Mytouch 4g slide!!

(:

I love sharing pictures I find online here :D

See.....

See, it doesnt matter if either of us has anything to say. As long as you're on the line. I just love that feeling of knowing you at least thought about me enough to call or pick up the phone<3

Burned

I actually started this like 2 hours ago but I went upstairs to put up our Christmas tree.

This book I just read was absolutely amazing.. It made me laugh and cry(yes I cry in books). There was such a huge change in things. This girls abusive father caused the death of her forever love and her unborn child...One thing that stood out to me was when her boyfriend gave her a promise ring with 3 diamonds and said "One for you. One for me. One for us." Gosh! I started crying there because of how sweet it was. It was such a great book though. The book is called Burned by Ellen Hopkins. She is defiantly my new favorite author. I got this 529 page book 2 days ago and started it yesterday. It is absolutely amazing. I loved it! I can't wait to read the next one I checked out of the library at school. Its called Identical, also by her. I have read 2 maybe 3 other books by her. I have read Crank and I think it was Impulse. 
Well anyways, I just put up my Christmas tree. I like it but at the same time I dont:/ I love traditions.. and my family is defiantly falling out of them. It used to be every Thanksgiving we had 4 houses to go to. Both of my great grandma's, my step-dads side (which I still dont like going to and I have to tomorrow :( ) and then my grandmas after. Well it was the same with Christmas but instead we would go to my step-dad's family first, then both of my great-grandparents houses, then we would spend the night at my grandparents. We would open presents that night (Christmas Eve) then stockings the next morning...that was actually one of my favorite things. Im not sure why.. I mean, we didnt get anything special in them, actually we usually all got the same thing depending on age and gender. But last year we didnt open stockings:/ Since then I knew things we going to be different. They were actually different before that. I miss the way things used to be. But...I guess Im just gonna have to suck it up and get over it.. Theres no point in wanting something thats not gonna happen... One of my biggest fear's is losing my memories but at the same time.. I sometimes wish I didnt remember the times like that..because then I miss them. A Lot. Oh well, what's it matter? There just things that happen. They come and go. But....what is the point in life? No im not thinking about killing myself or anything like that, Im just wondering. Just...why do we live? For what purpose? Is there a special reason for it? I mean... I guess Im thinking, what if we didnt exsist at all? Well then we wouldnt know we did I suppose. I dont like that there is a religious side of how the Earth was created and also I science side. I sometimes like complete sureness of things. And I am one to believe in science, but who am I to question something such as what the bible says. Where did the bible come from.. I mean....someone had to write it. Wasnt the English version translated from another version? What if it was misinterperted. What if it didnt take God 7 days to create the Earth. What if it was 17? Or 70? Or what if it was even 700000 years? How do we know that what we THINK was the right interpretation of that language the English version is from is right? But at the same time, what if science is wrong? What if evolution didnt happen the way they think? What if God actually just put those "fossils" there for us to find, just so someone could come up with this theory of evolution, that we evolved from animals and that there were Dinosaurs. But... how did they get here? What is it that gave things life? I see it as...God wants us to know, what we know. Whether it be how things really happened or not. Maybe he wants some people to believe he created the Earth in 7 days and some people to believe in Evolution... I dont know.. I actually had more to add to that but I was upstairs again for a couple hours. Well anyways, that all I really have to say. Im not sure why I went into everything I did. So yeahh... Well byers ^_^

~Whitney~

Truer!

This is probably the most truest thing..and has also help me see something new<3

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Pictures [:

Just more random pictures of me(:

Jealous...

You just have no idea...

Fail..

Haha you failed you test thingy yesterday for your license!!

Sweet

Im not sure why but this made me smile(:

1st block with text: "Honey! Your back! Can you please open this jar for me" 

2nd: "Thank you! You are the strongest man on Earth!"

3rd: You dont need to be better than others. Just be the best for the right person.

<3

Ow :/

Okay..well I went to the doctors not to long ago and I got two shots, one each arm at the same time. Well the shot going in doesnt hurt, feels kinda like a little bug bite. What hurt/hurts is the medicine or whatever that they are shooting into my arm. Both of my arms are really freakin sore :/ I feel all bleh d: Well I am gonna go take a shower and finish up my Spanish and Algebra 2 homework... oh yeah! I cant remember if I already posted this or not buut next semester classes: 

1st- Auto Service (Mechanincs) 
2nd- Spanish 2
3rd- Biology Honors
4th- English 2 Honors

So yeah, I changed it cause i didnt want Personal Finance orrr Foods 1...anyways, thats really all. My arm still hurts. Im gonna go read a story on www.mibba.com  Its a cool place to read stories.. you should check it out(: Byers now! \

~Whitney~

Food Food Munchy Munchy

Im hungry d: I think my mom is making food so yay(: Ummm... I dont have a dirty mind! I have a sexy imagination ;D Haha I just read that on a pic(: well.... not really sure what else too say... Well Im gonna go get food(: Byers anyone who reads this ^_^

Lay With Me?

If I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with meAnd just forget the world?

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

Sometimes...

Sometimes this is exactly how I feel about you.....

But something tells me it will be okay and I can make it through it<3

Uhh....

Okay, well the other night I was taking a bunch of random pics of myself...Im not posting all of them though because I look terrible soo....heres some of them (:

This is so me...

200!!

THIS IS MY 200th POST!!! That is great(: Well I am defiantly feeling better from my last post. Things look like they are getting better(: Well..... ummm..... I dont really have anything to say..soo uhhh...yeah.. well byers everyone ^_^

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Somethings wrong...

I don't know what to feel like.... I need somewhere to vent but I have nothing. I don't have my journal anymore, I gave it away.. I need something. I cant hold all of this in. Maybe I just need to cry myself to sleep again. Might help... until I wake up....then what? If I keep going to school, I think I'll fail. I just don't feel like trying anymore. If I don't go, I still fail. If I drop out next year, society see's me as a failure anyways. Society... there's so many things wrong with it. I feel like I need someone..but.. I don't know. Somethings I don't even want to tell myself. I don't know what those things are but.. I just know there is. Sometimes I wish I could close my eyes and have a totally different life. But.. then I wonder what about the people I've met.. what if I didn't meet them. But there's really only person I'm not worried if I met now or not...cause I know I would have met him sometime in my life anyways....We were meant to meet, to be together..... I feel alone now though. If I was in a room of a million people Id feel so alone. No one gets how I truly think about things...how I feel about things. And the one person who might have a chance of truly understanding me.. isn't here. Recently, I feel like he doesn't even exists.. he's "there" when I need him.. hes not here.... and I need him. Right now. To cry on his shoulder... to know Im not as alone as I really feel right now. Its so pointless in telling him because...its not gonna change anything. He's still gonna be there..... with his #2..... So why should I tell him anymore how much I need him. Why should I tell him anymore how much I love him... It doesnt change anything... I feel like it doesnt matter all that much to him whether he hears those things from me or not... Whether he hears from me at all..... if he doesnt talk to me in a day..a week...a month...any at all... it doesnt matter to him. Yeah he says it does..but I just dont think I believe it much anymore. I still love him more than anything... id still die for him...the only person/people Id put before him would be my children..our children. But in a way i would still be him...little him's.. I still believe we will be together.. Thats what keeps me through times like this. When I feel this alone. When I need someone to just...be here. For someone to just let me know they are not gonna leave my side. But I cant have that now can I? When I need it the most... Why should I get something like that? Something that special.....why should a very non-special person (me) get that? Im crazy for thinking something like that. Somethings wrong..... with me. 

~Whitney~

Agreed..

Bored..

Well I just finished a super easy take home civics test. And yeah...well nothing else to write...sooo yeahh Bye!!

Sergio..

Me llamo Whitney(:

¡Buenas Noches! Estoy enamorada contigo Sergio<3 Te extraño mucho. Hoy es el veintitres de octubre. Hoy es martes.

Well anyways..I wrote in Spanish :O Im so proud of myself(: Well tomorrow I have to take a 4 hour PLAN test...great.. :( I will prolly fall asleep like a normally do during the reading part of it. Its like I cant ever stay awake no matter how much sleep I get. Bleh d: I hope I get to talk to mi amor tonight. I miss him so much. Im thirsty. I also think I have a Spanish exam Thursday..and a math test tomorrow -_- Gah.. I dont really like school anymore. I wanna be a bar tender  and for that you only have to go to a 2 week class and ta da! Your a qualified bar tender...I think it would be fun(: Hmm..maybe eventually I could get all fancyful with throwing the bottles around and all that..well anyways..Im not sure about my future education..I dont know what I want anymore...well i take that back. There are a few things I know I want. I know I want to be with the love of my life, get married, have kids, and be succesful with a fun filled life :D Im sleepy...and hungry...and thirsty...im just full of problems today arn't I...bleh...well I have Algebra 2 homework..bleh d: Well im gonna go now so write later.. Byers!

Sergio...

Baby just know I need you so badly right now, more than I think you will ever get...

Alohi!

Well sorry I havent posted in a long time..um...nothing really all that new... umm.....yeahh....I dont have school friday..umm...and i get out early next Thursday. Annnd yeahh....Well this pic that I posted is how I feel about Sergio..I Love You Baby<3